Sometimes I get really nostalgic

And I miss things and people I have no right to miss.
>.<"
I don't know.
I just miss a lot of things right now.
I'm actually debating texting my ex-boyfriend.
If he's awake he'd answer, I know.
But...
I guess I'm a bit worried that he's gotten over...
Everything.
I guess.
I feel sort of like I'm on the cliff.
Like I could step back onto land where it's safe.
And possibly find another cliff.
Or I could just jump back in and hope that there is water or something to catch me.
I think I'm a bit confused...
But I'm a teenager,
so that's normal.
I think.

Oi Self,
Zeeta