I love my gay friends.

But if they complain about my religion one more time, I'm gonna punch them in the face.

Just sayin'.

Love All The People,
Zeeta

Sometimes I get really nostalgic

And I miss things and people I have no right to miss.
>.<"
I don't know.
I just miss a lot of things right now.
I'm actually debating texting my ex-boyfriend.
If he's awake he'd answer, I know.
But...
I guess I'm a bit worried that he's gotten over...
Everything.
I guess.
I feel sort of like I'm on the cliff.
Like I could step back onto land where it's safe.
And possibly find another cliff.
Or I could just jump back in and hope that there is water or something to catch me.
I think I'm a bit confused...
But I'm a teenager,
so that's normal.
I think.

Oi Self,
Zeeta

Latvia?

I thought this blog died in me.
BUT LOL I checked in today and I had 13 views from Latvia XD
So. Uhm.
I guess I'll give blogging another shot...
I'm working on getting a job!
It's either price chopper or the library.
Or Subway.
So.... Yeah.
JOOOOOB!
MOOONNEEEEY!!!!

MONEY!,
Zeeta

I'm sorry Russians. I'm done now >.<"

I'm good now. Just had to have a mourning period for a bit. YOU ALL LEFT ME!
COME BACK! I LOVE YOU<3
You guys are so silent and supportive it makes me giggle and grin. Because I have imaginary conversations with you.
One of you is the super-sweet one.
Another is the blunt, but well-meaning one.
And then there is that creepy dude that every IntehwebGirl gets that just creepily stalks around.
Maybe I even have the rude person who tells me I'm fat and ugly and should get a life.
That would be cool.

I miss you guys!,
Zeeta

A half days intensive care and I feel much better.

CURE FOR BEING UPSET:
 Drink lots of Cola.
Eat Gardettos.
Ride the jetski.
Shake well and enjoy your newly found contentedness.

You're welcome,
Zeeta<3

I Think I'm in shock.

I think.
I'm not even sure.
Sage and I broke up.
I kind of guessed, but when he first called I did the dance-y conversation around it.
But I knew.
So.
Yeah.
I have a real achy pir in my stomach.
But it's not too bad.
Our conversation was really normal and calm.
I told him that if we broke up I wasn't going to torture myself by texting him.
Because I would end up liking him.
Again.
He said he understood.
So.
I guess we're over...
I'm OK, though.
Or, I will be.
I guess.
I don't know.
Shock is pretty weird.
I've got lines to memorize.
And coke to drink.

I'll post again tomorrow,
Zeeta

So Summer. Thank you for Giving me back my 'Life'.

I now have time to do things like write blogs.
As soon as a sleep for a week to fully get my energy back from the yearly 'school' thing I attend.

G'Night,
Zeeta