I'm sorry Russians. I'm done now >.<"

I'm good now. Just had to have a mourning period for a bit. YOU ALL LEFT ME!
COME BACK! I LOVE YOU<3
You guys are so silent and supportive it makes me giggle and grin. Because I have imaginary conversations with you.
One of you is the super-sweet one.
Another is the blunt, but well-meaning one.
And then there is that creepy dude that every IntehwebGirl gets that just creepily stalks around.
Maybe I even have the rude person who tells me I'm fat and ugly and should get a life.
That would be cool.

I miss you guys!,
Zeeta

A half days intensive care and I feel much better.

CURE FOR BEING UPSET:
 Drink lots of Cola.
Eat Gardettos.
Ride the jetski.
Shake well and enjoy your newly found contentedness.

You're welcome,
Zeeta<3

I Think I'm in shock.

I think.
I'm not even sure.
Sage and I broke up.
I kind of guessed, but when he first called I did the dance-y conversation around it.
But I knew.
So.
Yeah.
I have a real achy pir in my stomach.
But it's not too bad.
Our conversation was really normal and calm.
I told him that if we broke up I wasn't going to torture myself by texting him.
Because I would end up liking him.
Again.
He said he understood.
So.
I guess we're over...
I'm OK, though.
Or, I will be.
I guess.
I don't know.
Shock is pretty weird.
I've got lines to memorize.
And coke to drink.

I'll post again tomorrow,
Zeeta