I Think I'm in shock.

I think.
I'm not even sure.
Sage and I broke up.
I kind of guessed, but when he first called I did the dance-y conversation around it.
But I knew.
So.
Yeah.
I have a real achy pir in my stomach.
But it's not too bad.
Our conversation was really normal and calm.
I told him that if we broke up I wasn't going to torture myself by texting him.
Because I would end up liking him.
Again.
He said he understood.
So.
I guess we're over...
I'm OK, though.
Or, I will be.
I guess.
I don't know.
Shock is pretty weird.
I've got lines to memorize.
And coke to drink.

I'll post again tomorrow,
Zeeta