Anticipation and Singing

I like to fantasize about working up the guts (and talent) to sing for people. So today I was entertaining the idea about singing 'Love Letter To Japan' for our school talent show. I really love the song- although the Japanese part would be a bit of a hurdle >.<"
 So I was starting to think about who I could recruit to do the song with me- and I started thinking about choreography. Then I went,'It would be soooo weird if an asian was in the crowd.' And then I realized.... There's an asian (Chinese, I think.) in my english class. Needless to say, I then spent a minute or to thinking about how awkward Jie would feel. Then I blushed and turned to another song....
Which is really bad because Jie is cool. Like, seriously, I would have no issues doing that song if I wasn't worried that he might misunderstand (English is still a bit awkward for him).
I like Jie, but I don't LOVE him. No. Just no.
ANYWHO! I have my first read-through of the play I tried out for today. I didn't write a blog about that (Note to Self: Blog more often.) but it's a superhero one. :D

'Dearest one, I had a dream
I mouthed the words,
The sound came out,
I spoke to you in Japanese
Oh, my love I cannot see, I heard your name
I know at once there was no place I’d rather be
All at once there was no place that I would rather be

From the west to the east I have flown to be near you
I have come all this way to be close, to be here with you
And now, all my heart I will lay down precisely at your feet

My beloved, oh my sweet
All the gifts you have given me
The patience and the peace,
Cherry blossoms and the candy,
I am yours, I am yours
For as long, for as long as you will have me'

A bientôt,

Zeeta

P.S. Have you checked out my Resolutions???

The Inevitable 'BOY' blog....

Let's just get it out of the way, yes?

So. Here is my complete history guy-wise. Ahem.

Dakota- I was a little 6th grader. Totally doesn't count.
Sage- Awwwww, Sage is a sweetie. Honestly, if it wasn't for the whole long-distance thing. I would never have broken up with him. Probably. >.<"
...Quinten- Oh gad. *stabs self* This dude was at my camp, and so obviously was a player retard silly. Yeah. It went from 'good!' to 'WTF?!' to 'sweet!' to 'boyfriend?' to 'WTF!?' to 'Gad, I'm an idiot.' In 3 weeks. Oh yes. 3 weeks. At least I got closure, yes?
Poster- I so am not even ready to confront my feelings on this one definitely don't like him need to take a break from thinking about this. >8:(


Yeah. Isn't my love life stupid silly amazing/exciting?! *rolls eyes*
Sweet. So that's done.

'You, Zeeta, are stupid. Leave me alone!'

Yours Retardedly,

Zeeta